it's been a while since the last time i log in here....i thought hindi na active but i'm here.  been busy with work, yer right just work lang.  got no time to hang out (as my friend roel says...no sexy time!!!)

imagine i have to get up at 4:30 am, prepare my things (why so early???) hello...MANILA, so that means traffic and 7:30 po ang pasok ko and one more thing nasa quezon city lang naman ang place ko (duh...!!!)  i'm not used to this early gising kasi naman sa previous work ko which is sa q.c. lang din so kahit late na ako magising ok lang.

haaay....i really missed tabulas....missed my kapz. 

 til then ...

Crushes can be friends, right?
Together we can have fun and
delight.
I might be your secret admirer,
But I'm closer than you think,
There is one single person whom
is our link,
Can you guess who it is?
If you can you'll know who I am,
When you find out who I am,
It will hit you with a BAM!
I don't want our friendship to end,
So if you find out who I am please
still be my friend.

022407

...somebody...

i'm just confused with the "set up" thing we had.  we go out, we do crazy things, you're texting me of some stuff...and what after? we end up nothing right??? you see i'm afraid of commitments. even before i always turn down everything, simply because i wanted to have a free life.  no more "why's" and no more "buts" that i can just do everything i want without any hesitations.  but the point here is i'm scared now...

are we playing a game? coz i'm losing. you see, i'm not trying to insist myself here just for you to like me. i'm also a girl. i've got feelings, i'm hurt now...please try to understand. we need to talk...i know, i shouldn't have done this thing on. i also wanted to know how you feel...how you think...

...somebody... 

Someday you'll gonna realize
One day you'll see through my eyes
But then i won't even be there
I'll be happy somewhere
Even if i can't

I know
You dont really see my worth
You think your the last guy on earth
Well i've got news for you
I know i'm not that strong
But it won't take long
Won't take long

Chorus

Coz someday, someone's gonna love me
The way, i want you to need me
Someday, someone's gonna take your place
One day i'll forget about you
You'll see, i won't even miss you
Someday, someday

But now
I know you can't tell
I'm down,and i'm not down anyway
But one day these tears
They will all run dry
I won't have to cry
Sweet goodbye

Chorus

Coz someday, someone's gonna love me
The way, i want you to need me
Someday, someone's gonna take your place
One day i'll forget about you
You'll see, i won't even miss you
Someday, someday